I have a meeting for one of the honors societies I’m in at 7PM and I was gonna go to because I want the shiny pin but haha I can’t miss the #PLLseArchparty
Since I was just talking about my ex-boyfriend, I’m going to tell you a little secret that I have never told anyone before but it makes me chuckle when I think of it.
The day after we were official, I was walking back to Blazer Hall after my only Friday class, and I saw him walking in my direction but he hadn’t noticed me and I turned around and ran in the other direction so I wouldn’t have to see or talk to him. (I went home that weekend too lol)
And then I sat under a tree and laughed for like 10 minutes at what I just did and how I knew at that point that this was just going to be a relationship I didn’t really want to be in. But of course I am absolutely terrible at letting go.
The thing that makes me saddest though is that even though he wasn’t the greatest boyfriend (or close tbh), he was a really good friend to me but now I don’t have that anymore.
Oh well. I guess it was just a lesson I had to learn and that I did. Lesson being don’t date someone unless they make you feel like nobody else does. It’s not worth it. Seriously.
Relationships are totally overrated.
My ex-boyfriend sent me a text today
You do not get to say we’re going to be friends, not talk to me since we broke up, and then send me a pretentious and passive-aggressive text to ask for your stuff back.
Which, I am not even sure what he is referring to because I have rearranged my room at least 4 times over the summer and I haven’t come across anything. Besides the things I threw away. If he wants those then it’s a little too late.
Although I kept Truffles. I will always keep Truffles. And I am upset I didn’t get Albus when I had the chance because he’s just gonna give him to someone else and I loved that monkey.
Wow this sounds angry. I’m not angry. I have absolutely no hard feelings towards him but I don’t want to have any type of feelings towards him. I barely think of him and I would like to keep it that way.
On a side note, is it weird that I am so over that relationship but I switched out of my genetics class so I wouldn’t have it with him? That’s normal right? I don’t know. I’ve changed so much over the summer. The last thing I need is to worry about what he thinks of me now and the best way to avoid that is to avoid him.
But he does sound like he is doing great, which is good. I am happy for him :)